Wow I love my Jesus.
This morning I was sitting down to put my make up on before church, and I got all my answers.
For many many years, since I was a child… I have known God had great BIG plans for my life. Over the years of wrong mindsets, negative words and hurts that have built up, I have been scared to death of that BIG PLAN.
I have stepped out and dipped my toe and maybe even my foot in the water to try it out. You know like how you do when beginning of pool season starts???? Heck I may have even waded in part way and then freaked out and ran back out!
For so many years I have helped others with their call, goals and dreams. I pushed, pulled and promoted them anyway I could. But most of all I hid behind them. Say what you ask? See if I was helping them and not stepping out to my own big plans then I couldn’t really fail, stand out, or be responsible for that BIG PLAN.
Back to getting my answer. Well that’s it! LOL. this morning I heard it’s not the lifestyle and it’s not him your grieving. You no longer have anyone or anything to hide behind, that is what your grieving. It is your fear you are now having to face!
Even though what He showed me was hard truth it totally lifted something from me! I feel so rested and joyful.
I WILL DO IT EVEN IF I DO IT AFRAID!
I will DO THE NEXT RIGHT THING
I WILL DO IT DARING GREATLY!
I love all my encouraging podcast I listen to. Just sayin!!
If you need to read the process of all this on my vacation lol
Dream Catcher 3:20